*sigh*
Yesterday was the WORST...MOST PAINFUL day EVER....
Something really really bad just happened.
I thought yesterday is gonna be a HAPPY day for me...but it end up...became the most painful day ever in my entire life. I'm tearing when I'm writing this blog...
I woke up early morning yesterday and followed my bro to his school. 'Coz few of my ex-classmates and I planning to play basketball there. So I went....and Tian Ai, Mak Weng Kit, Kok Yen and Zi Heng went, too. 5 of us played HAPPILY. But when after 2 3 hours...I had a weird feeling...and I think maybe its because I'm too tired. We had kept playing non-stop for 2 3 hours. After playing basketball, we played badminton. Then, they rest...But I went to jog. You know in between 3 school, there's a...like an empty space. Quite big, actually. FYI: I'm from Wawasan school. When I started jog slowly, my muscle started pain...I was like SHIT! Its been 2 3 weeks already and still pain. I manage to jog one whole round without stopping.
Around 10.30am, we went to canteen and saw many teachers were there. We hide from them. We can't come in, actually. 'Coz they are having tuition. We'll interrupt them if we come in.
So we hide somewhere...and suddenly...a teacher, CHENG PEI LIN, stood in front of us...it scared us to "DEAF"! She kept telling us that we shouldn't come in blah blah blah....We don't really like her when we still in this school. DUH! Until now. So we went to canteen. It was so QUIET wei. All the store closed. And we're starving and dying of THIRST! I kept nagging them to go out of school. FYI: There are restaurants beside the school. They were lazy to walk out...at the end, Mak Weng Kit called his friend that has a restaurant there! He called him for delivery. He ordered two chicken rice and 3 teh tarik. We went to the side gate to collect the DELIVERY. FYI: The side gate didn't open. Thats why they lazy to walk out. And I saw the teh tarik...only have 2!!!! I stared at Mak, "What? You want meh?" he said. Never mind. 'Coz one of the chicken rice is MINE!! But his friend collect the chicken rice's money only. And Mak belanja us. When I opened the rice box, Tian Ai sit closer to me and I stared at her "You not said YOU DOESN'T WANT TO EAT DE MEH?" I said. But then we shared together. I shared with her my rice and she shared with me her drinks. =) Thanks, Mak! for belanja-ing us! Nowadays he so 大方 already! Haha. We had a really great time together.
Mak and I were the last person leave, 'coz we wait for our brothers. My mum came after he leave. The time stopped when I went into the car. The HAPPINESS became DUST when my mum told me my aunt have to send to hospital. I shocked and speechless. She told me this morning she's not feeling well and the doctor from the clinic told her to send her to hospital. My mum said maybe its stroke. At that moment, inside head was BLANK! Totally BLANK! BLANK! BLANK!!!!!! When I reached home...I saw her sitting at the sofa. I'm still really really blur. She looked at me and smile...I smiled back. I sat in front of her...and she told me she was sorry that today can't go shopping and tomorrow can't go jogging with me. We were planning to go shopping after I came back from basketball. And today we usual go MPSJ to jog. I told her "We can go other day." I tried to crack a smile. She hide her tears while talking to me. Same to my mum. And then for awhile, she and my mum get into the car and went to hospital. I rush to toilet to shower and burst out of tears....from that moment start my tears keep rolling down from my cheek.
FYI: She is my mum's younger sister. She just so young...and got stroke. D:
Everything became so miserable...
After bath, I kept playing computer and keep reading manga to DISTRACT my thoughts in my mind...I had been sitting in front of the computer for 5 hours...and started headache. Although the manga was so funny...but I can't laugh...Not even smile...Totally NO EMOTIONAL.
I lied down at the sofa and staring at the ceiling for an hour...
I went to steam back the rice for my bro for dinner...and I almost burn the pot. I have no appetite at all. Just keep drinking water. When I'm lying on the sofa...my thoughts keep floating in my head...and my head really really ache.
My mum came home around 11pm something...I saw her red eyes and don't dare to ask how's her situation. I can see that she's really having a bad time..and she told me she's really really stressed. She told me maybe she will become a PLANT. Then she went up to her bedroom. I rush into my room and burst in to tears.....
Whenever I cry, my head start to pain...I have no idea why. Maybe because I lack of water in my body. Due to I keep crying? Maybe...
My bro and I share the same bedroom. I saw him slept soundly. At this moment I wish I would be a kid and doesn't know what's happening around us..but being a mature human being, I get to comfort the people that is sad...and understand what situation it is.
I can't sleep the whole night and two of my friends text me and call me to comfort me. They even offer me if I need a ride or anything. I appreciate...
2am...I still can't sleep. I tried to find some sleeping pills but finish edi...
I'm having headache and a lil fever, I think.
I think I fall asleep around 3am.
I woke up automatically around 8am..I starve until I woke up. D: And I heard my mum cooking...She won't cook so early except for school days. She have to go hospital before 10am. She looks so tired...
My dad is coming back from Kuantan today.
Only my bro and I at home now...
Haiz...
I can't do anything now..'coz I'm not a doctor.
Crying can't solve any problems.
The best thing is take care of myself and my bro...and the house.
Now I really need a hug....
And I wanted to say Thank you to those that comfort me and care about me.
I also wanted to say Thank you to those two human being accompany me last night.
THANK YOU so much!
After you read..I hope you can pray for her.
Thank you. :)
*cross fingers*
I hope she will get well ASAP!
Love you!
=)
