Depressing?

Hello there! :)

Guess what?

I gave him the card after school.

I regret making that card.

It didn't mean this way, actually.

I don't know how to describe the feelings now.

Depress?

PMS?

Sad?

I don't know.

The scene today make me remember last year Josh Duhammel's birthday.

It was a sweet memory for me.

For him, too. I think.

HAHAHAHAHA!

But I don't feel like today IS gonna be a SWEET memory for me.

Not that its a bad memory.

But just...I don't know how to say.

Hope he likes it. (:

I can hear my heart cracking...

maybe I was wrong.

Really wrong.

In many ways that I can't describe.

Why is this kind of thing always happen?

Just like last year.

I saw all the post...

And saw one of his buddy wished him.

But after the wishes, there's a name make my eyes open up big.

NIM (Read from backwards)

The first thing popped in my head is...this person I'm close with.

Am I the THIRD person in between them?

Am I?

That damn drac(Read from backwards) is not meant to be exist in this world.

I always choose a wrong way, wrong words, wrong thing, wrong person, wrong timing...everything wrong. :')

JY :']