Was it a BLACK FRIDAY? D:

*sigh*

Yesterday was the WORST...MOST PAINFUL day EVER....

Something really really bad just happened.

I thought yesterday is gonna be a HAPPY day for me...but it end up...became the most painful day ever in my entire life. I'm tearing when I'm writing this blog...

I woke up early morning yesterday and followed my bro to his school. 'Coz few of my ex-classmates and I planning to play basketball there. So I went....and Tian Ai, Mak Weng Kit, Kok Yen and Zi Heng went, too. 5 of us played HAPPILY. But when after 2 3 hours...I had a weird feeling...and I think maybe its because I'm too tired. We had kept playing non-stop for 2 3 hours. After playing basketball, we played badminton. Then, they rest...But I went to jog. You know in between 3 school, there's a...like an empty space. Quite big, actually. FYI: I'm from Wawasan school. When I started jog slowly, my muscle started pain...I was like SHIT! Its been 2 3 weeks already and still pain. I manage to jog one whole round without stopping.

Around 10.30am, we went to canteen and saw many teachers were there. We hide from them. We can't come in, actually. 'Coz they are having tuition. We'll interrupt them if we come in.

So we hide somewhere...and suddenly...a teacher, CHENG PEI LIN, stood in front of us...it scared us to "DEAF"! She kept telling us that we shouldn't come in blah blah blah....We don't really like her when we still in this school. DUH! Until now. So we went to canteen. It was so QUIET wei. All the store closed. And we're starving and dying of THIRST! I kept nagging them to go out of school. FYI: There are restaurants beside the school. They were lazy to walk out...at the end, Mak Weng Kit called his friend that has a restaurant there! He called him for delivery. He ordered two chicken rice and 3 teh tarik. We went to the side gate to collect the DELIVERY. FYI: The side gate didn't open. Thats why they lazy to walk out. And I saw the teh tarik...only have 2!!!! I stared at Mak, "What? You want meh?" he said. Never mind. 'Coz one of the chicken rice is MINE!! But his friend collect the chicken rice's money only. And Mak belanja us. When I opened the rice box, Tian Ai sit closer to me and I stared at her "You not said YOU DOESN'T WANT TO EAT DE MEH?" I said. But then we shared together. I shared with her my rice and she shared with me her drinks. =) Thanks, Mak! for belanja-ing us! Nowadays he so 大方 already! Haha. We had a really great time together.

Mak and I were the last person leave, 'coz we wait for our brothers. My mum came after he leave. The time stopped when I went into the car. The HAPPINESS became DUST when my mum told me my aunt have to send to hospital. I shocked and speechless. She told me this morning she's not feeling well and the doctor from the clinic told her to send her to hospital. My mum said maybe its stroke. At that moment, inside head was BLANK! Totally BLANK! BLANK! BLANK!!!!!! When I reached home...I saw her sitting at the sofa. I'm still really really blur. She looked at me and smile...I smiled back. I sat in front of her...and she told me she was sorry that today can't go shopping and tomorrow can't go jogging with me. We were planning to go shopping after I came back from basketball. And today we usual go MPSJ to jog. I told her "We can go other day." I tried to crack a smile. She hide her tears while talking to me. Same to my mum. And then for awhile, she and my mum get into the car and went to hospital. I rush to toilet to shower and burst out of tears....from that moment start my tears keep rolling down from my cheek.

FYI: She is my mum's younger sister. She just so young...and got stroke. D:

Everything became so miserable...

After bath, I kept playing computer and keep reading manga to DISTRACT my thoughts in my mind...I had been sitting in front of the computer for 5 hours...and started headache. Although the manga was so funny...but I can't laugh...Not even smile...Totally NO EMOTIONAL.

I lied down at the sofa and staring at the ceiling for an hour...

I went to steam back the rice for my bro for dinner...and I almost burn the pot. I have no appetite at all. Just keep drinking water. When I'm lying on the sofa...my thoughts keep floating in my head...and my head really really ache.

My mum came home around 11pm something...I saw her red eyes and don't dare to ask how's her situation. I can see that she's really having a bad time..and she told me she's really really stressed. She told me maybe she will become a PLANT. Then she went up to her bedroom. I rush into my room and burst in to tears.....

Whenever I cry, my head start to pain...I have no idea why. Maybe because I lack of water in my body. Due to I keep crying? Maybe...

My bro and I share the same bedroom. I saw him slept soundly. At this moment I wish I would be a kid and doesn't know what's happening around us..but being a mature human being, I get to comfort the people that is sad...and understand what situation it is.

I can't sleep the whole night and two of my friends text me and call me to comfort me. They even offer me if I need a ride or anything. I appreciate...

2am...I still can't sleep. I tried to find some sleeping pills but finish edi...

I'm having headache and a lil fever, I think.

I think I fall asleep around 3am.

I woke up automatically around 8am..I starve until I woke up. D: And I heard my mum cooking...She won't cook so early except for school days. She have to go hospital before 10am. She looks so tired...

My dad is coming back from Kuantan today.

Only my bro and I at home now...

Haiz...

I can't do anything now..'coz I'm not a doctor.

Crying can't solve any problems.

The best thing is take care of myself and my bro...and the house.

Now I really need a hug....

And I wanted to say Thank you to those that comfort me and care about me.

I also wanted to say Thank you to those two human being accompany me last night.

THANK YOU so much!

After you read..I hope you can pray for her.

Thank you. :)

*cross fingers*

I hope she will get well ASAP!

Love you!

=)

Children's Day!

I'm was EXTREMELY happy yesterday!!! xD

I went back to my primary school, TTCL, celebrate Children's Day. I'm STILL a KID! LOL.

Yu Lynn, Tian Ai, Lynn Wei, Timothy Lee, Daniel Goh, Lip Wen, Chloe Anna Ng, Wong Kah Wai, Jun Lin, Tian Sheng, Mak Weng Kit and Yen Theng, all of them came! We had a really really great time together. =)

We walked to those shops near our school to have BREAKFAST. Then, we went back and went to our CLASSROOM. I think is our EX-CLASSROOM. Haha. I missed that classroom SO MUCH! <3

We played TRUTH OR DARE again. It was fun though. Haha. And we dare everyone to say out who they liked when we still are classmates. Now we get to know the secrets that always hiding behind them. Haha. Tian Ai kept talking about Wei Min this, Wei Min that. I think she like him. Woo. Sadly he didn't come. Suddenly she told us LYJ liked who. Later, she said "I'm doomed! The day we graduate, he told me not to tell anyone. If I say out, I must MARRIED to TAN JUN LIN!" He's just right beside her! He is referring to TAN JUN LIN. Damn funny. She keep laughing that she gonna married to him. Tsk Tsk. I think she like him, too. Haha.

Maybe few years later, she really married to him. Haha. Hey, Tian Ai! Remember to invite me to your wedding dinner ya! Haha.

I did something that really make me PROUD of! People whose close to me know what it is. Haha. So GIRLS! If he don't appreciate us. Just kick him away! Later he will REGRET! So be STRONG! MUAHAHAHAHA! xD

Before we leave the school...we make promises for next year Children's day when we come back here. I hope I won't break my promise. =)

I miss them now. D:

But we gonna have gathering while holidays! (:

Here are some photo I took. Enjoy! :D

Randomness

Oops, sorry for letting the blog DYING. Hehe. (:

Woots! Exam over!!! I had been hardcore-ing the whole week! Now panda eyes appeared...Sob sob. D: 

I have lots of FREE time after exam...and lots of time for craps flashing in my MIND! Ugh! I HATE it so much! Now I LOVE EXAM! 'Coz its doesn't allow time to flash all those craps inside my head. Seriously. If Mr.Santa ask what is my wish...it will be...I WISH MY HEAD IS A COMPUTER! I can put all the knowledge inside and save it. =) I can delete CRAPS that stay inside my head. See! Its so useful! :) 

YESS!! We stop arguing about shopping! We had been fighting since yesterday night. *sigh* Finally over! huuu~~ we planned this Friday go Sunway Pyramid shopping. I wish my mum let me go this time. :)

I'm SOOOO EXCITED about tomorrow!! TTCL is celebrating Children's day tomorrow. I can't wait to see my ex-teachers and ex-classmates!! Looking forward! Shoot! I haven't charge my camera! 

I'm so random, am I? Haha. xD

Need to sleep early to AVOID panda eyes! :)

Nights! <3

XOXO, Juyen.

Moody Sunday

What a moody day...

I wish I could straight away migrate to the country I also wanted to stay. Europe!

I wanted to erase everything in my memory except for the sweets one.

I wish I have a LIFE MENU, just like the 'Click' movie. So I can control everything! Ha!

Lastly, I want to start a NEW life after I deleting everything.

Ahem. I just read someone's blog. And I can picture every single thing he/she is saying...I hope I have a WRONG image.

stress out

Woah! I just came back from jogging.

I sprained my leg when jogging! OUCH! ughhh...this will happen when i force myself to run. Coz i'm still angry!!!! After bath, I feel like gonna knock out. uuhhhhhh.....I think I need to rest.

uuhhhh......rest...rest....rest.....DD:

P.S. Woots! Suddenly so many COUPLES inside my class. Melanie and Axel, Jeremy and Yen Chern, Ken Gii and Kai Wen, Rui Qi and Colin! Congrats guys! Haha. xD

It's for you

This is specially write to someone I really care for.

Every time I feel like smacking him when I saw you crying. You cried because of him? He doesn't deserves your tears, dear. He's a sxxxer! He mad at you because he saw you talking to another guy and you laughed with that guy. And he's think he is flirting with you. That means you can't talk to other guys except him? Who he think he is? He is just a boyfriend to you, not a mother, kay? Another time, I saw you crying because he mad at you, went up using that stairs. What the?! That's your legs, kay? He doesn't OWE your body! ughhh...when you're mad at him. He just say something sweet to you and you forget everything.

I really hope your heart can be more HARD. 'Coz it's toooooo soft.

He treat us good because he want us to accept him for you. But all of us still very hate him. Especially me! I really really really hate him!

Listen, he's the most useless guy I ever met!

When I tell you about him...you gave me a moody face.

You changed after you are with him. He always stole you from us. He mad at you because you keep chatting with us.

He mad at you because you said Hi to another guy.

He mad at you for didn't talk to him.

Is he a girl?

I think he's GAY!

GUYS IS A XXRX!!!! except for some.

Oh, I need to go jogging now.

Dear, I really wish you can make up your mind after you reading this.

We will always be there for you, gal.

We always love you for who you are!

I'm glad that I'm single!

Couple always have many problems. :D

And now i'm really angry! What the!!!!!!!!! #$%&&$&*#&)&(*!!!!!!

My aunt and my bro open my drawer without my permission!

Hey! Do you know what is PRIVACY????!!!

UUUGHHHHHHH!!!!!

XXXX!!!!!

I'M GOING OUT NOW TO RELEASE MY ANGER!!

Best Friend

Will we be best friends like the past?

We chat yesterday night, I asked her for her opinion and she gave me negative answer. Okay, she always did. Just maybe....maybe her negative opinion is RIGHT? I think she change a lot in between one year...is one year plus. We were best buddy when we're primary school. Everything change, i think? Everything she said , it HURT me. Maybe I should listen to her. She's the only one that always give me NEGATIVE opinions. Sometimes negative is good for us, right?

I felt like i'm carrying a mountain behind my back! It's so heavy!!! It's like back to 4 years before. That time...I'm really having a very very hard time. I'll never forget what had happen!

ugh, I need some time to stop thinking now.

Random

Hey, guys!

Thursday was my mum's birthday! I tried to bake a brownie for her. But end up she bake for herself. D: She scare I burn her kitchen.... :C I just help her to break the eggs only. Sob Sob...After we bake the cake, we went to Mcdonald! 'Coz my dad is at kuantan, so...we just 'qin chai' eat. Haha.

Oh ya, I sat for choir theory exam yesterday. OMGGG, it's so hard. Coz i'm the music noob. There's 45 question! I think I know how to fill in less than HALF. sob sob...I'm gonna FAIL, i think. DDD:

And i'm ponteng-ing school NOW. Haha. Coz Kang Bo they all celebrating Wong Kee's birthday at Sunway now without me. Mum don't let...that's why. D:

Anyway,

Happy Belated Birthday, mummy!! <3

I love ya!! :)

Ta da! This brownie is with cheese one!

SATURDAY!

Wootssss!!

I wish time don't passes so fast. It's Sunday already! I hope I can still shopping with you guys like yesterday...I so missed.

Yesterday I can feel like heaven when I'm with you guys....all my problems and stress is outside the shopping mall...I forget what happen and don't care what happen outside that shopping mall. I felt so crazy. But it was fun. We stopped at Diva shop to choose a PAIR necklace that is SPECIALLY for us! Haha. It wrote Best - Friends - Forever. Jie Min took the Best, Serene took the Friends and I took the Forever! We spent more than 30 minutes there. Then, we walked here and there finding FOOD. At last, we went to HOT & ROLL. Serene spent for us! Thanks, S! After our lunch, we went to shop for Tee! We tried to find 3 same Tee for US! Haha. We went to Tangs, Urban Tee, F.O.S. , then we walked to Subang Parade. Then, we walked back to Empire...And finally we brought it from Urban Tee. 3 of us are different! Only from the SAME shop. Never mind. Coz we still have that NECKLACE! Hehe. After we brought that Tee, we went to F.O.S. and force Jam Jam to wear that SPAGHETTI! Muahaha. Coz all of us, are wearing it...so she have no choice. Haha. Before that we wanted to try different color of mini skirts, but she doesn't want to try it. Next time I'm gonna dare her to wear a spaghetti and mini skirt! AHAHAHAHA! Jam Jam, i'm coming!! xD

We went home around 5pm. OMGosh! My legs was so tried.....ahhhh...i'm a old lady. D:

I went to my neighbor's party at night. Cynthia also is my childhood friend. We were classmate for 6 years and now we're schoolmate. Haha. Actually is her bro's birthday. We play Monopoly and have some GOSSIP. shhhh....can't tell you. :P

Her bro is 9 years old....while we were gossiping, we can heard all those kids downstairs screaming. I think probably they're having sore throat now. x)

I stay there till 12am. ouch.....legs pain and so tired....Long time I din spent the whole day outside. I mean on my own.

Having lunch now.

Bye!

Happy Early Birthday, Serene!

爱上你

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过

The Climb

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

Black Friday

Hey! It's Friday the Thirteeth. Wonder what will happen today. 

I jaga that bastard for kerja amal today!!! ahahahaha....xD Everyone was so happy that he kena kerja amal! Haha. I'm so evil....Hahahaha

I did something WEIRD today that I don't usually do. Weird~~~Very weird~~~

Yayyyyy!! Tomorrow is going to Empire with Serene and Jie Min!!! WooHooooo~~!! This time is really SHOPPING! Coz Empire don't have cinema, arcade and boling and ice skating.....only SHOPPING. :DDD

OMG! What's wrong with me....so moody suddenly. I realized I'm letting it down slowly...I think this is good for me, right? and good for everything, too. Yesterday is a history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. Ugh! Need to get rid of it. D:

Need to sleep now.

Bye!

XOXO

Chili's

Oh Gosh....so full! Everything are floating inside my tummy~~ Just came back from Empire! My family and I celebrate my brother's birthday at Chili's!! Woooo~~!! 

Happy Early Birthday, Kee!!! 

I'll give your present tomorrow, I know you will love it! Love ya! And this Saturday I'm going to Empire AGAIN with Serene and Jie Min! Woots! I'm looking forward about it. C:

P.S. My grandma came in and saw I'm wearing a tube....and said " waaa~~So hot ar!" She know how to say HOT wei. Pro....i wonder who teach her. Haha.

Ish, need to sleep! 

Night Night! 

XO XO

HUGE HOUSE

Woots!!!

Just came back from one of my classmate's house! wow!! His house damn BIGGG!!! His house near The Mines. Those houses inside are so huge and beautiful!! So jealous him la. Yi Ling fetch us to his house. Thanks, Yi Ling!! I love you!! <3

We jump here and there like monkeys in his house. Haha. Then,we went to the golf course behind his house. We jump, ran, sleep there. So crazy. We just like those people that came from TOWN. We also keep playing his lift up and down, especially Yi Ling and I. Haha. We watched movie, The Orphan, at his AV room.

Woah, this movie damn scary and disgusting! That little gal keep killing and stabbing people. AHHH!!! And they have SIX!! Ewwwww!!!!

After watching movie, we dying for HUNGER!! His house have no food for us. That's why he so thin la. Our tummy keep "calling" us for F-O-O-D. So we tried to called Domino, Pizza Hut, Mcdonald or whatever. But sad case, they don't have delivery service here! uugghhh....HUNGRY!! When his mum came back. She cut honeydew for us. The second the plate came out, less than half second the melon is GONE! GONE!!! The melon is so sweet!! Haha. xD

Then, his mum was shock that we like...like...errr...no idea. Then she went to took a pack of biscuits for us....it GONE in 1 second....later 2 plates of snack...GONE in 5 minutes. Haha. Coz we ate breakfast only....and that time is like 5pm. And the guys keep playing DOTA or what inside the study room. When Aik Tze's dad on the way to his house, auntie asked us, want to have dinner with his family or not. But we're going home....sob sob. So Aik Tze's dad came, and we need to say BYE BYE to his house....Me, Aik Tze, Yi Ling, Lay Yee, Wong Kee, Shee Wen, Connie, Yan Lin, Colin and Eu Yang...all of us squeeze in to that car. But we din become TUNA, coz her car is big...Haha. The others like Kang Bo, Cheah Yi, Tommy and Zi Yong stay at his house till night. Thanks to Aik Aik for fetching us home!!! Thanks Yi Ling, too!! Love you guys!! Muacks!!

Today I really have a great time with you guys!

Thanks to SOMEONE to let us go to your house!

Opps, is 1am! I need to sleep.

Wait! I can't sleep!!!! Coz this evening watched that horror movie!

Ughhh...hate watching horror movie!! I'm all by myself at downstairs...and suddenly, my phone vibrate...it freaks me out. I jump up from the sofa and scream man!

I know I'm a COWARD! LOL.

Need someone to company to sleep....sob sob....DD:

Anyway, enjoy those picture. C:

P.S. Congrats to our choir team!!

They got FIRST RUNNER-UP!! Sorry that I can't go to support you all. :) Congrats, guys!

Good Night! I mean Good Morning. xD

XOXO

Inside the AV room. 

WEEEEE!!

Busy ordering pizza.......

Time for EXERCISE!!!

See!! Guys always play computer! tsk tsk tsk!

Wash your legs before you step in my house!! by SOMEONE.

YAYYYYYY!!

What's that?

Superman!!!