Just want a break.

HAI WORLD!
Test ended yesterday.
Tell you.
ITS ALL SUCKS.
except for English and Maths.
Now I can imagine my papers are filled with red color.
Fineee, I don't care anymore. 


And something just hit me this morning when I woke up.
I dreamt about you last night.
WHAAAAYYY?!
If what I dreamt is coming true..maybe I'll be real happy.
I can be happy without you, actually.
Test should continue goes on, until I say "stop".
I just love test now, like seriously.
I just had a full day schedule everyday.  
And I love it.


But when the moment the test had end.
Everything I saw just reminds me of you.
WHAAAAAY?!
I just don't like it.
Sometimes I stare at my new uniform, it reminds me of you, too.
Cause I used to be excited when you can get to see me in that uniform after holiday!


Now what I wish is...
my tears can replace our memories, and its just come out whenever I want, and it will just like me, throwing away the rubbish.


What you were playing, was not a toy.
Its a heart that will easily break.


And this afternoon I was reading some horoscope thingy, 
it says that our horoscopes, "These two make for both a romantic and friendly relationship, blending both nicely into one union."
I think it refers to you and her, not me and you.


Can I rewind the times? Maybe I can make it right.
And don't start the conversation at the first place.
If so, I won't be that down right now.


Remember you scolded that he's a jerk?
Now you're one of them.
No different.


Gotta go sleep now.
Nights. :)

JY :]

Please leave me alone, if you don't want me.

You made me feel like I was your everything but then you left me easily like I was nothing.

HAAAI GUYS!
Jeeeez.
Exam starts on Wednesday!
OHGOSSSH
I'M SO DOOM.
DOOOOM!
Actually its *test. 
But still....DOOM.
I'm carrying exam mood since last saturday before something ruined my mood last night.
Yesterday I had a bad feeling for the whole day, and even I had mood swing.
I don't know why until midnight.
I saw his twitter.
Before entering his twitter, I was thinking "Should I click it or leave it?"
Cause everytime I CLICKED it, I always see things that I don't like.
But at the end, I just clicked it.
I was regretted for clicking that damn button.
But also appreciate it.
Now I'm like THANK GOD I SAW IT! SO THAT I CAN FREAKING STOP DREAMING.
I mean it.


But the worst feelings is there's no tears out when I feel so down.


RT Worst feelings: crying yourself to sleep, being ignored, discover the person you love, loves someone else, falling out of love.


Something I wanted to tell you, 
yes you.
You know who you are.
I'm gonna tell you what's my feelings now.
I'm like a stupid person been threw out of car middle of the road. 
You drive me to somewhere and suddenly you kicked me out of your car on the highway middle of nowhere.
And now I'm lost.
You just lead people on and ignore them. WHAT?!
Tell me what you want?!


I'm not a backup plan, and definitely not a second choice.


And dude, thankyou for making me stronger.
You taught me this "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."


I finally figured out I'm just too innocent.


Thankyou all my babes for cheering me up today. :')
And also thankyou to Ah Ho kor accompany me the whole night. :)

Friends are always the best, they won't leave you out middle of nowhere. :)

At last, ehhh pray for me for exam!
Need to go dating with all my books!
Toddles! :)

Never take someone's feeling as a joke. You'll never know how much it can hurt.

Life goes on, I need to move on too. :) So don't worry about me. 

JY :]


RT Compliment her, kiss her, love her, protect her, listen to her, care for her, but don't make her fall if you don't plan to catch her.


RT I go to your profile because I miss you, but then regret it because of what I see.

Blast of the day. :')

HAI GUYSS!
Sorry for letting the blog die. Hehehe.
Its an amazing day today!
Thankyouuuu to all my babes for celebrating my sweet sixteen with me today after school.
THANKYOUUUUUUUU! ♥
YOU GUYS ARE JUST SOOO TOOO AWESOME! :') ♥

Melanie

Yi Ling

Zi Qing

Connie

Aik Tze

Zi Xuen

Rui Qi

Yan Lin

Shee Wen

Lay Yee

THANKYOUUU FOR EVERYTHINGGGGG! :'D

Last but not least

I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :') ♥

JY :] ♥

16.02.2012

Spontaneous week. Pfft.

HAI EVERYONEEE! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Sorry for letting my blog died. HAHAHAHAHA.
This week was spontaneous. WOOO.
Hahahaha.


But I just sort of not in a mood today.
While sitting in class dreaming, I saw a shadow..
A shadow that walked pass my class and looked in try to find me and smiled to me.
Sooner, I saw you shouted my name and ran up to me.
Jeez give me a break. -.-
I saw a colorful striped shirt when I'm enjoying my shopping.
And I think about you...
You like the shirt but I dislike it.
Gahh Gahhhhhh.


Come, I tell you those spontaneous story of this week. ;)
First....I fell from the bicycle.
Cause I DITAJI oleh orang.
Itu la aku jatuh macam ni. Hahaha.
So don't ever taji people or DItaji.
Its very very very de dangerous ah.
That's so gonna be my very first time and also my last time for standing on that thing.
I still have those injures with me.
Still have a lil pain. :3


Second...my darling Yi Ling admitted to hospital! DD:
She found out she has appendix.
We went to visit her last night.
She looks so pale, :( lucky she's okay. :)
Pfft.
She's going back home tomorrow! YAY!
Take care ya, babe! Don't sick anymore! Take take take good careeeeee! :D:D
Laff youuuu! ♥


Last but not least, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyoneee! :)
HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY HOMEEE! :D

JY :]

Bloody Hell Thursday

Hey people!
This blog was/are dead for months.
I'm here to make it stay alive.
Congrats to those who got straight A's and good results. :)
I'm not satisfied with mine.
And everyone of you came to comfort me.
Thankyou. I appreciate it. :')
And there's the only person on Earth that kind of scolded me. Not my mum.
Thanks for comfort me in that way.

And thanks to my babes.
We went to watched Sherlock Holmes.
And thats the ONLY moment that I totally stop thinking.
Thank you! I love you guys. :') <3

Felt like I became anti-social now.
All the post on Facebook & Twitter. makes me....
Peoples start asking me question I doesn't want to answer.
Feel like digging a hole and hide myself inside.
I have no idea how am I gonna work tomorrow with this kind of....mood.

Today is just a FREAKING THURSDAY.
I just born to hate Thursday, I guess.

My earphones never left my ears from the moment I went home.
I just need loud music to sort of distract my thoughts and the world is talking.

Hate talking now.
There's nothing much to say.
So...Bye.

What a day

HAI GUYS! :D
Today we went back to school to collect RM100. :)
So ngam I reached school, they're having break.
HEHEHEHEHEHE.
I saw Harry Potter when I reached. :O
But who cares. :P
Hahahahahaha.


I went to the compound of the school.
Hariza and I were walking around.
AND I SAW MY RON! He's with the Alien.
I think he didn't see me, so we walked behind them.
And...they went into the classroom. JEEZ.
So we just passed and planned to go up.
For unexpected thing...
He ran out from his class and shouted my name.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
I almost went INSANEEEE!
Like...seriously.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
I didn't tell him why I come to school,
thats why he came to ask me. Hahahaha.
We sort of chatted for awhile.
I did something really really wrong and I told Ron. D:
Nevermind forget about it.
After all the thing end,
I went back to canteen.
And he came out from his exam hall 
and sit with meeeeeeeeeee!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
And there it goes a annoying friend of us came to tease both of us. -___________-
He teased me with Harry. And I think I just smile.
Then he teased Ron with Wendy.
AND HE SMILES.
I can see from his smile....
NO hope. :/
Soon, left both of us.
I saw a teacher walked in front of us
and she gave us THOSE look and SMILING to us.
EVIL SMILE. :O


*yawn*
Gotta go now sleep.
Nights. :)


P.S. OHHHH! And have a safe and fun trip to Genting!
Connie, Melanie, Yi Ling, Lay Yee and Aik Tze!
Okay, I'm jelly now. :(
GET SOMETHING FOR ME YA! 
Loves from me. XOXO

JY :]

Will it continue? :O

HELLO GUYS!
SPM started today.
I heard that BM paper 2 is quite tough.
Cepumas and Halaju are a trend now.
Hahahaha.
Cepumas is hadiah.
Ron told me. Hahahahaha.


I thought last night is our last conversation.
But we continue it today! :DDDDDDDDDD
Sometimes I feel like...maybe we're two different world
although we have lots in common. :')
Hate you man, you make me fall for you.
Almost, actually.


I just chatted with Harry Potter. 
:OOOO
When we're chatting....I don't feel anything different. :O
My heart used to PUMP very very fast.
But now.....just normal rate. :(
OHHHH SERIOUSLY I'M OVER?!
:OOOOOOOOOO


And one serious matter.
I accidentally clicked to that s*cker's facebook
and
today 
I SAW HIM WALKING TO SCHOOL.
OHHHHHMYFR*AKINGGOD. :OOOOOOOO
I haven't seen him since...err....last year.
Its a bad day to see you.


Ohh, need to sleep now.
Hahahaha.


I WANT TO WISH GOOD LUCK FOR SPM TO ALL THE FORM5S OUT THERE! :DDD
MAKE SEAFIELD PROUD! ;)

xoxo,

JY :]